AS I LOOK IN THE MIRROR!!!

  Good Morning…I have really been slacking on my blogs but I am back.  It’s a New Year, so what better way to start 2011 off by talking about whom else…ME!!!  I would like to give a little disclaimer.

I start this blog about me:  THIS IS GOING TO BE VERY SELF CENTERED, VAIN, ARROGANT AND COCKY, SO IF YOU CAN’T STOMACH ME STROKING MY OWN EGO PLEASE STOP READING NOW!!!!.

  I woke up this wonderful Wednesday morning with a smile on my face,  forget that there was a small dusting of snow on the ground, I had joy and happyness(I know there is supposed to be an I instead of the y) in my heart. Why…because for some reason I just feel extra blessed today.  There are so many people waking up this morning with life-threatening illness, addictions, homeless, unemployed, and shit some people just didn’t get up this morning.  As I got dressed this morning I had to take a second look at myself, and I was very impressed.  It impressed me so much that I had to walk away from the mirror and come back with my glasses on just to see if I was mistaken by the image looking back at me.  Looking at me on the outside was a gentleman that stands 6’2, 219lbs(got to cut back on the ice cold Blue Moons), slightly slanted eyes with a beautiful brown shade, full lips, intimidating broad shoulders but they allow for the best hug.  When combine all that with my curly hair, unbelievably soft hands, a great personality and my light bright complexion…it all equal AMAZING!!! 

  If you are still reading this I will explain my feeling for stroking my own ego today.  Honestly….WHY THE FUCK NOT!!! I get tired of people always making other people feel bad for loving themselves.  They make people feel bad because they don’t have the self love and confidence and like the famous sayings goes “misery loves company”.  Kat Williams said it best when he said “If you don’t think you the shit than nobody else will think you are the shit”.  You have to love yourself, every part of yourself, from your nappy ass head down to your crusty feet, the pimples on your face to the chip in your tooth, you have to love YOU!!  When I stroke my ego I am just pumping myself up for the day.  I think I am the shit all the time for those that know me, but why shouldn’t I think that.  I have been through so much in my life, there have been so many moments where I could have gone off the deep end but the Lord kept me on the right path.  For example…I am not ashamed anymore to admit I was molested as a child, I stayed at home alone at age 6, I stole things, I broke hearts, and countless other things that could have lead to a disaster of a person.  At the end of the day I am blessed by the Lord to forgive my molester and taking all the thoughts of taken his life away from me, for allowing me to be able to survive on my own because I learned at 6 how to do that,  become a stellar athlete, get a college degree, and be an overall wonderful person.  So yes I am THE SHIT and I know it.  If you don’t think so, there is something wrong with you, and I really don’t care. 

  I just came back from the bathroom, looked at myself in the mirror on the way and I have to give thanks to Ken and Sylvia Miles for producing an attractive child.  I know they say beautiful fades but at this moment I think I am getting more handsome by the days.  When and if my looks start to go, I have a great personality to fall back on so I am straight.  Thank you for reading and I think this is a wonderful way to start off 2011 and I will have more shocking blogs to come. Stay tuned…..also I want to give something for my readers to think about so I will have a thought of the day coming as well.